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TWTTSE 6 by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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TWTTSE 6

Hermione clutched onto the pass tightly, whispering to her friend in hushed tones as the Slytherins snarked back and forth, obviously preening at the recognition from the new professors, no matter how minor. As they came upon the Potions classroom, and opened the door as quietly as possible, the Gryffindors were pinned with Snape's patented glare. "And just where have you been?" The Potions Master drawled "In Defense class, sir. We have a-" "Miss Granger, Ten points from Gryffindor. And Mr. Malfoy, ten points from Slytherin. I do not tolerate tardiness. It would serve you well to remember that." The Slytherin head spun on his hee

Untitled by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Untitled

There's a volume of Poe or two or six scattered around the room, and a paring knife rusting away on the nightstand, no fruit in sight. Melatonin tablets lay crushed into the filthy shag carpet, maybe white once. There's a shattered picture frame by the window, faded smiling faces peeking from behind the spider webs. Bambi lies abandoned under the bed, little more than a cot, with filthy sheets that smell like salt and fear. A tear stained pillow lies on the floor. A filthy pair of trainers play hide and seek, and keep the old cassette company. Well loved picture books are thrown haphazardly at the top of the closet, which is filled with clot

Stay by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Stay

Careful what you do, don't make me fall in love with you. Never dream that dream, night to shade and dawn to day, Henna tattooed grace, oh blackened stars do fade. Do not dance this race, ah! Dearest, darling, May. Spectral summer bud, herein tall grasses lie. A heart, as dark as mud, come now don't be shy. Careful what you do, do not make me fall in love sweet star. Dawn, t'was all a dream. Come, now let me hear you scream! I beg you not to dream dark star, I beg you not to dream. Rhythm and Rhyme disrupted, this poor heart corrupted. These skies they fade to gray, and you can't make me stay. Let tears wash pain away, and you

Loved by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Loved

I have no idea how it feels, to be absolutely loved. I am the player without the ovation, the villain without the adoration. I am the darkness without the stars, lying silent, and watching the passing by cars. I have no idea how it feels, to be utterly loved. I am the dreamer, oh so filled with fear. Life is filled with those infuriating, condescending 'my dears' I have no idea how it feels to be loved. I have no idea how it feels to be seen. I have been the rip, relief. The tear, bleed, relief. The red razor line. I have been loved.

Enter stage right: Elysium by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

The doll by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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The doll

They never wanted me They want the spotless china doll In the spotless white dress They only ever wanted she. They never wanted me Only ever the unobtainable perfection Birthed from tainted dreams They only ever wanted she. They never wanted me. They want the silent porcelain girl Perched on the shelf They only ever wanted she. They never wanted me. They want the china girl, so fragile, so beautiful, So unnatural. They only ever wanted she. They want the silence Perfection Beauty Spun glass made to look human. They never Wanted Me. Only ever the her I can never be.

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TWTTSE 6 by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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TWTTSE 6

Untitled by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Untitled

Stay by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Stay

Loved by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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Loved

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The doll by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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The doll

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Shatterglass by UnluckyNumberXIII, literature

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Shatterglass

I wanted to tell you Once upon a rememberance The words that fell from your lips Those were colder than the frost on the ground They shattered my heart I left the shards Glimmering like blood-soaked reassurances You gave pretty platitudes I spat them back with broken Wrath When you flinched away I lunged Fangs double-edged as I cut into you Cruel words and shared memories Poisoned by my tongue and your treatment Of me

Braced in the Storm by UnluckyNumberXIII, literature

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Braced in the Storm

Play with me in the far side of heaven Come and dig your hand deep into my heart Reach into the sky unending A forge of infinite wonder Of which you are a part Staccato steps Seven To be precise Dancing in the brace Soul fluttering in the breeze Hands encased in ice Wings arched in grace Voice full of lending Ease Your mind is full of thunder To counter the lightening in your Soul

Sentinel of Kindness by UnluckyNumberXIII, literature

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Sentinel of Kindness

Lighting up the darkened ways With the foresight of one who's traveled them Before While others are walking them in twaine Brightening up the shadows That oft cloud the mind With sweetness and smiles Warmth with no expected pain Kindness in excess Striking to the heart With such excelling words You, m'dear, are a work of art In league with others With Agony Aunts And a supportive group You give hope to some so that They may escape an oppressive loop You're a leader A believer in part You've given me hope So I know you're a work of heart

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The Wizard,The Turk,and the SE by Black-bloodedYaoiFan, literature

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The Wizard,The Turk,and the SE

THE WIZARD, THE TURK, AND THE SINFUL ENTOURAGE Against the backdrop of Midgar's night sky a lone tawny owl flew, a letter tied to its leg. This letter was sealed within a large, thick cream-colored envelope, sealed with a dark carmine wax, stamped with a crest of an eagle, a badger, a lion, and a serpent, around a large letter 'H'. The owl flew into the topmost window of the penthouse office of the ShinRa compound. The office…of Rufus ShinRa Senior, Mr. ShinRa sat at his desk working (A.N NO WAY!!!) on paperwork he claimed was 'important.' The owl landed upsetting a stack of papers, Rufus cursed and tried to shoo the nocturnal bird away

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Deviant for 13 years
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I've seen it: It's Coming -- Stay Tuned!

My Bio

Well...not really much to say.

Current Residence: My house... for now
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much anything...
Favourite style of art: I love ALL art!!!
MP3 player of choice: I-pod
Wallpaper of choice: I change it too frequently to really have a kind I prefer...
Skin of choice: MINE!
Favourite cartoon character: Cloud Strife (Final Fantasy VII)
Personal Quote: If at first you don't succeed, You say FUCK THIS!!!

Favourite Visual Artist

see above the above

Favourite Movies

Hanna

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

I love almost everything

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

Crisis Core : Final Fantasy

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Anime,Yaoi, ART

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Black-bloodedYaoiFan

Dec 3, 2014

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Black-bloodedYaoiFan

Jun 15, 2012

METROCON

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I just got back from METROCON 2012 and boy are my feet tired!   I saw some of THE BEST (in my opinion) cosplay ever, and now I have some ideas so I can make mine even better next time. I also got to meet up with some friends of mine and got help with some of my fics. I have also collected myself some merch. I recommend any anime/video game/comic/manga/whatever fans to visit an anime con someday. FANFIC INFO All stories are on hold at least until the end of the week, because I need to work out some issues with my laptop. If I get it fixed before sunday, great, if not, It should all be finished by monday. +++==+++==short and worthless jou

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Black-bloodedYaoiFan

Apr 29, 2012

TAGGED

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Tagged by: HeiwaNoWakachi Rules: 1. You must post these rules. 2. Each person must post 11 Facts about themselves in their journal. 3. Then Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer. 4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her. 6. No tag backs. FACTS 1) I LIVE on sugary salty bad for you stuff. It's like my coffee. I love coffee and tea too. 2)I love fishing, reading,jet-skiing, the beach, video games,anime and manga,and things of that nature. 3)The first time I